Wild Womb Business

What does that even mean?

Around June, the concept of Finding Home with Jude as a “wild womb business” came to me. It was inspiration dropped into my being from Life. It resonated deeply as the direction I am to take in shaping Finding Home. It felt right, aligned, authentic, and potent. I could sense its potential, so I decided to lean in. However, clarity has been coming slowly—slower than I’d like—but I think that’s part of the process, learning the pacing and cycles of nature.

We, as a collective, desire change. On top of that we are feeling the excitement and trepidation of impending transformation. Life has become an intense thick soup of shifting swirling energies. It is happening. What will it look like on the other side? I don’t know, but whether we like it or not we are the guardians of change.

The systems we currently have operate based on a power-over sacrificial model. These terms describe the power dynamics we function under. This system requires us to defer our power in some way. It is strongly rooted in fear and lack. People build on the backs of one another to gain more. It is not a system based on love, equity, or equality. Yet, we cling to these ideals. Why? Because deep in our hearts, we know they are right. They are our guiding North Star.

Returning to the Wild Womb Business concept, it came to me with a sense of direction, but it remains mostly an unknown path.

I keep asking myself, “What is it, and what does it look like?”

Learning to consciously create intuitively with Life has been a slow, but sweet process. If we want change, we must create new ways of being. We need new templates for how to do business, and that is what I am striving to achieve through this wild womb concept. Finding Home is not only my business to support individuals on their journeys toward self-discovery and empowerment; it is also about conducting business differently. Creating a new template based in my understanding of power-dynamics and energetics.

What I do know is that it will be built through my intuitive, heart-centered guidance. This approach is slower than the current model. It requires a great deal of trust and inner rapport with myself.

I may not know everything yet, but I do know that a womb is an organic, expansive mystical powerful container of creation. In 2020, I wrote about the womb being a portal between realms in my blog post, “One Flesh – Our Shared Existence with Mother”. Life has patiently been leading me here.  There is a connection between how life naturally creates and how we are called to create. The blueprint is encoded in our very being and taps into finding a balance and flow of the divine masculine and feminine energies. It requires us to invite the feminine to become what She was always meant to be. For far too long She has taken a back seat staying quiet, prim and proper while stifling a primal scream of, “STOP, this is not how it is supposed to be.”

This, what is, isn’t working. Things are out of balance. We have spent a millennia building and creating predominantly from divine masculine energy. When we are out of balance, things go horribly awry until the pendulum swings, nature speaks and clears the playing field, so we can start over. These are called Tower moments in Tarot. And humanity is facing such a time. Asheville, where I live, is such an example. Tower moments are birthing moments. Life and death, chaos, and clearing. We know they are coming, but we don’t choose the timing, Life does.

How we build, birth, or create is important because we are choosing the future outcome now. And if you do not feel it, trust me, we are birthing. Now is the time to shift, grow, heal, transform and/or evolve.

“The Womb is a magical portal between matter and spirit. Women are the carriers of this ancient and divine wisdom.”   Sara

Knowing all of this, I keep asking myself about the energetics of my container for Finding Home.

How will I fund it energetically? What are its boundaries? What are they based on? How do I communicate that clearly?

These are things I know:

• Finding Home is a heart-centered, power-with business.
• Finding Home will gain clients through invitation, not selling.
• Finding Home will be an evolving entity follow the cycles, seasons and pacing of nature.
• Finding Home is rooted in “The Four Agreements” by Don Miguel Ruiz, Jr.: be impeccable with your word, don’t take anything personally, don’t make assumptions, and always do your best.
• Finding Home will have clear, yet flexible boundaries, as life is always changing.
• Finding Home will be rooted and anchored in Love.
• Finding Home will honor my time, effort, and intrinsic worth, as well as that of my clients. It will be based on the energetics of reciprocity. It will not be based on a capitalist model, which is inherently rooted in materialism and power-over dynamics. So, I continue to contemplate what pricing will look like; donation based, choice price points or ???
• Finding Home will explore higher frequency states of being and how to build the capacity to hold them.
• Finding Home will encourage and empower people to connect with and live from their sovereignty.

“The womb has been worshiped throughout all of Earth’s history by people who realized how powerful and magical this portal between worlds is. The womb is the doorway between the world of matter and the world of spirit. Through the womb, a non-manifested soul is brought through to the manifest realms.”  The Purifying Wave

And so it is with manifesting any dream or desire. We are impregnated with a dream-seed of inspiration. We nurture it with focused energy and intention until finally we take the action steps needed to bring it forth into the physical realm. We do it quite naturally, we are so powerful, but often we have built with force or according to the unconscious power-over sacrificial framework we were raised in and now Life is calling us to build with Love. Which feels really different. Finding Home has its own sentience; I can either choose to co-create and listen to what Finding Home is asking of me, what Life is desiring to create through me or I can power-over It and build what I want. I am walking slowly and listening intently so I can honor It as I build the capacity to carry what is being asked of me.

It’s a new world for many of us. We are clumsily trying to understand what that means and envision what we desire it to look like. Our understanding of who we are and how we navigate life is changing rapidly. Perhaps, more importantly, what will it feel like? Sensory awareness has become a crucial factor in understanding my guidance system, which is why I teach it. I have gathered the tools and wisdom needed to grow, evolve, transform and now create. How things feel and the messages we receive through our feelings as sensory beings truly matter and will gently nudge us in the direction we desire to go.

And possibly the most important factor of all is this: Finding Home is not solely mine. It was an inspired gift to me, the sum of my life’s experiences that culminated in a powerful “ah-ha” moment in 2021. I have since been on this untraversed road of creating Finding Home with Jude, allowing it to grow within me, focusing my energy and nourishment toward it, and surrendering to what it asks of me along the way. I am the vessel, steward and conduit.

Finding Home is about discovering our Wild Selves, remembering our true origins, and knowing where we are headed. We are so much more than human, and yet, our humanity is by design. It is time for us to awaken and remember. It is time for us to choose what we will create in this new world. Everything is possible, and all we have to do is follow our hearts. However, there is much for us to learn in order to do so. Grab your courage and let’s walk this road Home together. I think it is going to be a wild ride.